I'm still alive, I swear >___>; I just haven't really drawn anything lately that I'd consider "upload-worthy" since I've been doing nothing but sketches for the past month or so just to keep myself from getting rusty during my dry spell. I'll probably start slowly uploading my no-so-flattering sketches and lineart bit by bit as I work up the nerve/courage to do so. I just want to stop falling silent for 1-3 months every time I upload something. So yeah, I need to start swallowing my whatever's stopping me from uploading scribbles and just do it, so - incoming pencil scratches~.
My goal for a while now is to just make drawing fun and relaxing for me. I tend to always think something like "If you start drawing this, you better plan out 23942098420984 different things to make sure it comes out right", which of course takes some of the fun and relaxation out of it. So yeah, I kinda need to chill out and just let it happen, and stop worrying about possibly having it come out badly.
Oh, and to that person who made a request (you know who you are ) - I haven't forgotten about you or blown you off. I just need to build up the nerve to actually take my time and work slowly before I do it .